Lisa's Breast Cancer Journey

2010 Top Breast Cancer Blog Award

2010-11-29T15:49:00.000-08:00

Good-bye Tamoxifen!

2010-09-01T12:05:00.000-07:00

I have officially completed 2 yrs of tamoxifen. Goodbye to that noise!
I am now on to 3 years of Anastrozole. Apparently joint aches and bone density (decrease) is an issue with this drug. No problem :)
I have a bone density scan coming up here in PG and then a follow up appointment in Vancouver (November).

Summer surgery healing is ongoing. I feel good - still a tad tender on the left hip. Black and blue bruising is all gone though. :)

Day 4 Stage 2 - DIEP Recovery

2010-07-23T11:18:00.000-07:00

Up and around . . .

A little bit if bruising on the chest - not bad. This definitely looks worse than what it feels like. I just have a pinching sensation under my armpits - where a bra would sit.

Still a bit of bruising on the right side. This is not painful though. It is yellowing and healing nicely.

The left side is another story. This looks bizarre in real life. I have never seen this much skin so black! It is kind of itchy and puffy soft.

This is the look under both armpits. Yellow bruising.

And this is my recovery computer budy - Ethan. In the morning and afternoon he is my email checker and he likes to play "mine game" - Monster Nitro Trucks.

Always a treat to have around!

Post Op - Day 3

2010-07-22T18:31:00.000-07:00

Post Op Day 3 and I feel human again. The headache has lifted and I am up and about. I am not running marathons . . . but I am moving. :)

DIEP Day 2 - post op

2010-07-21T12:01:00.000-07:00

Last night was pretty rough. I was nauseated and had a massive headache. I am also peeing like a racehorse. It is painful getting up and down AND actually maneuvering garments over the bruising. OUCH!

Today is much the same. The girls want to take me out for a walk - but no, no, no. It doesn't feel right. Tomorrow will be my "out" day. I feel like a dog. More reading, soaps, and dozing in and out today :) I get enough exercise going to the washroom (heehee)

Maybe tomorrow

DIEP Stage 2 Surgery Success!

2010-07-20T14:24:00.000-07:00

Two years have passed and reconstruction resumes. Surgery was Monday, July 19.2010. Rhonda took me in @ 9:30am and I was taken in to the O.R at 12:30pm.
Surgery was 2 1/2 hours and I was released @ 4:00pm.
Here was the day:

Arrival at UBC Hospital . . . surgery day is finally here!

Admitting : reviewing data :)

Small world with superb nurse - Cathy. She knew about the TIT's as she knows Chrissy from the Shaughnessy Golf and Country Club $$ Cathy was extremely helpful and just such a beautiful person inside and out.

So I went home and was up and about until 8:00pm. Not too bad. The bruising looks worse than what it is. Day 2 - I met with Karen Gelmon - oncologist. In September she will switch me to a new drug for my last 3 years. Adios tamoxifen - yeehaw! She want me to return in November to see how I'm doing. Also - I will have Andrea and Sheina tattoo the areola at that time.

So this is day two. Rob Gilbert - a local professional photographer (and family member) took these recovery pictures. I'll post day by day.

Can you believe that people PAY for this pain?
Good God . . .
I have the breast shots as well - but I'll email these for DIEP candidates as requested.

Regardless - I'm still smiling.

I have the added bonus of having my cutie nephew here to brighten my days . . .

Surgery Stage 2

2010-07-19T20:17:00.000-07:00

Surgery went well.
I was at UBC for 9:30am - under at noon.
3 hour surgery and good to go at 4:00pm
Rhonda was my nurse :)
A tad groggy right now.
Pictures tomorrow!

DIEP Stage 2 Surgery

2010-07-15T16:16:00.000-07:00

Surgery date is set for Monday, July 19th. I am scheduled for the following:
Left Mastopexy (lift)
Bilateral Dog ear excision,
Bilateral Nipple recon,
Lipo to bil. hips and axillae (arm pits).

I am so ready for this procedure. I'll blog throughout this second surgery.

2010-05-18T18:55:00.001-07:00

Visit My Crazy Sexy Life

2 Years Cancer Free!!

2010-04-25T19:27:00.000-07:00

What a difference two years makes! This time two years ago I was still on the operating table after a 7:30am start. 15 hours later I was finished and off to recovery.

This second year has been difficult. I have NOT regained my energy,and I am just emotionally flat. I have recently resumed running. I usually tackle the university hill from our home.It proves to be a 10km run, but I am not enjoying myself. It is still and chore.

Will this ever change?

Remembering the Fight

2009-10-21T18:21:00.000-07:00

"For me, breast cancer has been a great challenge, and an even bigger triumph!"

Lisa Norman, Mom, wife, breast cancer warrior, amazing woman

Pretty awesome reconnection with Suzanne. Here's her post. Thanks friend!

http://www.amazingwomenrock.com/stories-written/breast-cancer-triumph.html

BOOB -A -GRAMS

2009-10-13T22:40:00.000-07:00

SEND A BOOB-A-GRAM !!!
By sending one, you will be helping an important woman, 50-69, become aware by reminding her about the significance of mammograms. But don’t stop there! Send it to all the women in your life and ask them to pass it on to the women they know who should have a mammogram.

Just fill out the “to” and “from” fields, customize your Boob-a-Gram with your own personal message, and then hit “send” and your message will be on its way.

http://boobagram.cancer.ca/sendaboobagram.asp

Still Amazed!

2009-10-09T20:49:00.000-07:00

I am stunned by the number of women who opt for a lumpectomy or single mastectomy despite the incredible stats of cancer reoccurring in the other breast. I just completed an eight week online group study conducted by the BC Cancer Agency. This two year study is aiming to target women in their early 40's who have recently battled breast cancer to better understand the recovery process after treatment. Two of our group had a double mastectomy as well as having our ovaries removed. The others in the study had single lumpectomies or mastectomies. These women live with the constant fear of cancer coming back. These fearful thoughts impede the recovery process.
This does not make sense to me. Would you not rid yourself of all possible sites for cancer to reoccur? If the breasts are removed, the ovaries are the next best site for the cancer to metastasise. Have it all removed and live - knowing you've done all that you can. It takes a long time for recovery, so why give cancer ANY chance to come back just to do the whole process over again? No thanks. Yes, it's a personal decision . . . I guess it's just a no brainer for me.

One Year Check-up in Vancouver!

2009-08-25T21:53:00.000-07:00

A year ago I completed my chemotherapy and started tamoxifen. I have one more year of tamoxifen. Dr. Gelmon does not want to see me until next August. She will then start me on Anastrozole for 3 years; then I'll be free and clear :)I had a great check up. We had a chat about Bev because, of course, she was Bev's doctor for 13 years. She marveled at Bev's courage and spoke about talking with Bev just days before she passed away. Sad. Bloody cancer!

After my appointment with Karen Gelmon, Jordyn and I whipped across the street to see Andrea and Sheina (plastic surgeon). Thank God I did. I slipped in for a quick hello AND I got taken in for a consult! It looks like next summer I will go under the knife. A little lipo suction here and a little tuck there . . . I cannot wait. These dog ears on my hips are gross. They are flaps of skin that I have to tuck in to my waistband. On low cut pants - it's a mushroom situation. REALLY attractive!

All is well and I am healthy! If the flaps are my biggest problem . . . it's a no brainer. Suck it up buttercup - or should I say butterball!

Metabolism Booster

2009-08-14T20:12:00.000-07:00

I have just about completed 2 weeks of my metabolism boosting meal plan. I have lost 12 pounds and I feel energy plus! This will give me a good kick start to Clean Eating. After our trip to Vernon/Kelowna/Vancouver - our home will be using the meal plan from the Fall 2008 edition of Clean Eating. I have my food processor ready to go! There is even zucchini hummus! slurpy!

A Year Later

2009-08-11T22:29:00.000-07:00

Last year, at this time, I finished my last chemo treatment. I am amazed at my slow recovery time. I am a buck up and get at it person, but holy moly - not this time. I had last fall off from work to recoup. I grew some hair and began to exercise. I felt great heading into the new year. I went back to teach in the second semester. I tried to exercise, but was too exhausted. Summer could not come fast enough. I was able to keep a working schedule and that was it.

This summer I have slept more than ever! A position even remotely close to horizontal has me snoring away in no time. I have had zero energy. I even had to quit jogging!

I have learned to listen to my body. I now walk, and I am exercising at a reasonable rate. If I am exhausted, I stop and rest. I am on a metabolism boosting meal plan and I have lost some weight. I am feeling better than ever. Slow and steady wins the race. I have learned to SLOW down.

TIT's Travel to Portland

2009-08-10T16:25:00.000-07:00

In July, the TIT's went to join Chrissy and see her new world in Portland. I thought it would be a sad and heavy trip without our beloved Bev. Much to my surprise - the trip was fantastic! Bev was with us in so many ways. We even had lunch with Bev's sister, Carol. She was unable to be at Bev's funeral due to back surgery and was thrilled to hang with the TIT's. She is so Bev-like. She is in the photo below with Chrissy.

We went to Chrissy's lodge at Mt Hood and had a greeeeeat time. Just the start the TITsters need to pick up and move on.

Great new site for ALL info queries

2009-07-07T21:10:00.000-07:00

http://breastcancer.einnews.com/

This site is a great resource for breast cancer questions and inquiries.

Research

2009-06-28T18:45:00.000-07:00

I am member of a BCCA online research study. Our group is exploring coping skills and is counselor-led. Learning topics include ways of thinking, problem solving, goal setting, communication, relaxation, healthy sexuality and lifestyle.
After being diagnosed, one is under a microscope - appointments, surgeries, and treatments follow.

I joined this group to help others. After treatment, you are churned out and told, "See you in 6 months for a check-up". (wtf?) No longer are you being checked and watched carefully. It is kind of scary. I understand that there are a bazillion new patients each day - but there needs to be a transition phase back in to "life". I am hoping that this 2 year research study will produce quality after-care for patients. It is imperative to have a healthy transition.

A Few Pictures

2009-06-28T18:21:00.000-07:00

Here are a few pictures from our gathering after Bev's celebration of life.

Shining from Above

2009-06-16T17:23:00.000-07:00

This has been one heck of a celebration to plan. At every turn, Bev has been there to smooth the waters and make things happen. The venue is beautiful. The tech centre is rockin', and the sequence of events is Bev-like. I am going back for another rehersal tomorrow with the church's tech. Seeing Bev on the jumbo screen today just took my breath away. She is so beautiful! Her service will definitley be a celebration of her life!

(btw:the T.I.T's will be wearing white)

Bev's Farewell

2009-06-15T07:55:00.001-07:00

A celebration of Bev's life will be held at 1:00pm, Thursday, June 18th @ the First Baptist church on 5th and Gillette.

Beverly Ann Thomson

2009-06-13T07:16:00.000-07:00

It is with a heavy heart that I share the news that Bev passed away this morning just after 4:00am.

Saying Good-bye

2009-06-12T21:14:00.000-07:00

Bev was brought to Hospice House today. She has been given 24-48hrs to live. The ambulance brought her in after a tough night. Rhonda called me and said that she and Becky had gone to say good-bye. Rhonda came with me and I had my chance to have a final visit with Bev. What do you say to such a remarkable woman and dear friend? I thanked her for being such a wonderful, kind, and loyal friend. I sent my love from Jordyn and asked her to say hello to Kimmy when she passed. She smiled and raised both arms over her head. I asked her if she could hear me and she smiled and squeezed my hand. I promised to check on her boys and asked her to go. She doesn't need the pain anymore. Everything and everyone here will be fine. She deserves to be free of that skeletal sickly body - time to dance as only Bev can :)

Bev Update

2009-06-11T08:51:00.000-07:00

Sad times . . .
Bev has been taken off food and drink. She has a bowel obstruction and there is nothing they can do. The liver tumors are too large. She is so frail (maybe 80 pds). HOWEVER, in true Bev style - she has her humor intact. She is working the crowd to get water. She is only allowed to wet her mouth - no swallowing. As usual, Bev does not listen. It's quite funny. When you call her on it- she just wags her finger at you. She is truly a saint and angel among us as she continues to defy the odds. Too funny. She pops in and out conversations with one liners and smiles with her eyes.

My friend . . . my hero!

How Bad Am I?

2009-05-19T17:05:00.000-07:00

Okay - so I just had my blood work done today. Yes, the same blood work that Karen had asked me to complete last month. Work, family, and life just gets in the way. However, what is more important than one's health? Not too sharp.

I had some time with Bev this weekend. Her health is not good -but of course, her humour and spirits are great. She is my hero in this fight against this bloody disease. 12 years of battle with several different types of cancer - unheard of.
She is a living miracle!

Back from Vancouver

2009-04-01T15:37:00.000-07:00

I am back from my first check up in Vancouver. I saw Karen Gelmon. I was concerned about a lump on my left side, but she set me at ease. I have an ultra sound and blood work to do here in PG - but I am fine. She said the lump is a nacrotic ridge on my flap. I need blood work done because I am tired lately. Apparently after chemotherapy - the thyroid can take a beating. I'll have that checked.
So back to the snow and teaching :)

Kathy MacIntosh Rocks!

2009-03-21T15:47:00.001-07:00

Thank you Mrs. McNeil! xoxo

Join Remission Accomplished!

2009-03-16T22:54:00.000-07:00

H-E-L-L-O people,
It is getting on in time and the deadline to register for Relay for Life is fast approaching - March 27th. Please go the Relay for life site: https://www.kintera.org/faf/donorReg/donorPledge.asp?ievent=291314&lis=0&kntae291314=D0552D5A38B3466E810603DBA98F04DAjoin Remission Accomplished. If you are not comfy with the online process - please drop me a line and I'll get the form to you to join and/or pledge.
Thanks

RELAY FOR LIFE CHALLENGE!

2009-03-12T22:43:00.000-07:00

I’m excited to tell you that I’ve registered a team for the Canadian Cancer Society Relay For Life. It is called Remission Accomplished.

Relay For Life is more than just a fundraiser. It is an opportunity to get together with family and friends to CELEBRATE cancer survivors, REMEMBER and honour loved ones lost to cancer, and FIGHT BACK against this devastating disease.

I am looking to gather a group of friends and or family to form a team. It will be an honour for you to join my team and walk with us in this inspirational 24-hour event as we come together to raise funds and make cancer history. Just visit my Relay For Life webpage to register. I know you will enjoy the experience and feel good about giving back to your community.

If you would like to learn more about the Canadian Cancer Society or if you need reliable information about cancer, please visit www.cancer.ca or contact the Cancer Information Service at 1.888.939.3333.

I hope you’ll be inspired to join us! If not . . . please sponsor the team.

Thank you.

Click on the donate button below to sponsor or view the team page and join.

Click Here to Donate

Sad Day

2009-02-18T21:00:00.000-08:00

At the end of the work day today, I received some very sad news. My favourite uncle - Uncle Brian, passed away last night. I am in shock and very sad. He was my dad's younger brother. Some of you will remember Vivian. She use to live here in PG. This was her dad. He was the gentle giant. Uncle Brian was not formally educated, yet he was extremely sharp and witty. He was the definition of common sense.

I will miss him a lot . . .

Back to Work!

2009-02-14T09:32:00.001-08:00

Okay . . . so I am back at work at PGSS. I work in the Learning Support Centre with these two beautiful womsters . . . Nicole and Harmony. We team teach gr 8 and 9 Ma and En. Our cliental is teens functioning at an academic gr.2 - 5 level with iq's of 65 - ?. Their social skills exhibited are survival behavior skills. This is how they survive on the homefront and/or with peers. They are our little dears; they teach us daily as they challenge our creativity, assumptions, and make us better teachers and individuals.

My energy level is good. With my ovaries gone, I thought I would be flashing a lot. With daily exercise and good eating - no problem. Too much coffee and a sweet treat here and there - flash. So, that keeps me honest. :)

Happy Valentines day. and yes, I will be post more often . . . sorry

Pesl Visit

2009-01-08T13:58:00.000-08:00

Make a Smilebox slideshow

Tree Decorating Memories

2009-01-08T13:25:00.000-08:00

Make a Smilebox slideshow

Christmas Memories

2009-01-08T11:42:00.001-08:00

Just a few memories of Christmas Day 2008.

Make a Smilebox scrapbook

I am so old!

2008-12-17T09:56:00.000-08:00

OMG! This is my little niece Mackenzie . . . off to her first HIGHSCHOOL dance. Highschool? When did this happen? I get all misty-eyed looking at this. I remember changing diapers on this beautiful young lady. OMG I am old! Where does the time go?

PS: young PG men - settle down . . . Mackenzie does not live in our fair city.

Here’s to The Joy of Healthy Eating

2008-12-03T08:31:00.000-08:00

Food is necessary for us to live – we get all our sustenance and energy from what we eat, which is why we need to eat the right kinds of foods, at the right time, and in the right amounts. We must eat to live, as opposed to living to eat, and on that note, here are a few tips if you’re looking for healthy eating habits:

• Never skip meals, especially breakfast: When you don’t eat, your body goes into starvation mode and starts conserving fat. You also feel light-headed as your blood sugar levels go down. And you’re so hungry by the time your next meal time rolls around that you eat more than you should, causing your stomach acids to go into overdrive and give you acidity problems. Skipping breakfast especially is a bad idea as your body has not had food for the past 8 or more hours and must be given sustenance so that you have enough energy to carry on throughout the day.
• Eat more meals, less amounts: Don’t fill your stomach at each meal; instead, eat five small meals a day rather than three large ones. Your blood sugar levels are regulated and you don’t put on weight. It’s also wise to maintain fixed meal times every day.
• Include fruits and vegetables: Eat more fruits and vegetables, whole wheat products, lean meats (if you must eat non-vegetarian food), low-fat dairy products, nuts, lentils, and seeds. Cut out foods that have sugar, salt and fat in large amounts as they’re not good for you. Don’t drink colas or other aerated drinks to quench your thirst – they’re loaded with sugar and calories. Stick to good old water.
• Learn to moderate: If you love junk food and are tempted to give in to your cravings most of the time, don’t deny yourself an occasional treat. This will prevent you from binging when your control is at a low.
• Cultivate healthy snack habits: Snacking is not bad per se; it’s what you eat during your snack time that decides whether your snack is good or bad. So if you feel hungry in between meals, eat fruits and raw vegetables that taste good in a salad, drink fruit juices without sugar, or go in for any healthy snack option that comes in a ready-to-eat package. If you make your snacks as large as your meals, you’re taking in more than your daily requirement of calories and will put on weight as a result.
• Don’t rush through meals: Eat leisurely, at the dining table, and away from the television. When you don’t concentrate on your food, you tend to eat more than you usually do. Chew your food well so that it’s easily digested.
• Drink water: Enough cannot be said about the benefits of drinking water; nature has given us this pure liquid to quench our thirsts and keep us from becoming dehydrated. Water also helps lose weight and keep your skin glowing and free of toxins.

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So You Think You Can Dance Moran Cres.

2008-12-01T09:10:00.001-08:00

Here is the dance show happening in our home. Jordyn had her dear friend, Miss Isabelle Zimmerman, over to hang out on Pro D day. Jordyn became Izaak Smith and Izzy was Allie. They threw together quite a cute little show.

Guess who is 2?!

2008-12-01T08:56:00.000-08:00

Yes, my nephew is already 2 years old! My Lord, where does the time go? He is hooked on big machines and shop tools. What a kid. As long as he is fixing something, like Poppa does, or "steering" a large truck of some sort - he is happier than a pig in dung. Here's a few more shots of the birthday boy . . .

Relay for Life!

2008-11-25T09:38:00.000-08:00

Okay folks . . . I attended my first meeting for Relay for Life last night. Little Missy Erin Reynolds did a lovely chairing job. I am on the recruiting end of things. We will be targeting the schools as well trying to get as many new teams as possible to join. ANY recruiting ideas would be more than welcome!!
The Canadian Cancer Assoc. is responsible for Relay for Life. The money we raise in our area - stays in our area (unlike the Terry Fox Assoc.) A tad is skimmed off the top for research - but the rest stays in our northern zone. This is fantastic!
I was thinking Gary, Bev, and myself could create a great team! The event will be May 9th and 10th - so mark your calendars and get ready to sign up :)

ps - I have had complaints re: lack of updates. My camera was dropped and so I cannot update with anything exciting. I will buy a new one when I can get out and about on my own.

Just testing . . -

2008-11-22T23:43:00.000-08:00

I found this website and I wanted to see if it was easy to post to a blog. I only chose 5 pictures from back in October. Hmmm ... I may be on to something!

Make a Smilebox greeting

ROGERS ROCKS!

2008-11-16T15:17:00.000-08:00

Congrats to our new mayor (far left)!

Yeehaw . . . time to dance! Shaker' down!
It's time for change!

Ovary Begone!

2008-11-14T10:44:00.000-08:00

Wednesday, November 12th was my surgery. I had the remains of my ovaries removed. I was to be in hospital until tomorrow, Saturday - but I was doing well enough to leave this morning (Friday). This should be it until I decide to complete my plastic surgery.

My roommate in the hospital was a lovely lady from Burnslake. She had a double mastectomy earlier this year in Vancouver, waited, and then yesterday she finally had her inflators for her implants inserted. Sheina Macadams friend, who is one of our new plastic surgeons in town, did the operation. If you are reading this Sheina - your fellow colleague sends her love and is sorry she missed your wedding. Unfortunately, our new plastic surgeon is in a tough battle here for OR time. She said she had read that Sheina received 50+ hours of OR time in one week and - here's the kicker - this new surgeon has been in PG for 10 weeks and she finally received 6hrs of OR. No wonder we can't keep good surgeons. Good God! Grrrrr . . .

Don't forget to vote tomorrow. Rogers for Mayor! yeehaw!

Check this out!

2008-11-06T13:55:00.001-08:00

http://www.bclocalnews.com/vancouver_island_south/victorianews/community/31836154.html

Happy Halloween!

2008-10-30T19:55:00.001-07:00

Tonight was pumpkin-carving night! A lot of pulp flinging fun was had by all.

ps - still no call from the hospital re: operation date

A Few More Memories . . .

2008-10-28T19:26:00.000-07:00

Here are a few more pictures of Bev and I at Chrissy's in Vancouver.

Bev and Chrissy @ Jasper Park Lodge.

Jasper Park Lodge

2008-10-19T19:33:00.001-07:00

The TIT's are back in town! :) The smiles say it all: we had a great time together. The Lodge was not up to our princess standards - but we had fun anyhow. We made some great memories and laughed ourselves sick! Spa treatments, great wine, and togetherness . . . what more could a girl ask for?

Here's a few pics of the weekend . . . more to come as they come in. My camera calfed early.

Off to Jasper!

2008-10-16T17:10:00.001-07:00

Tomorrow will be a TIT weekend in Jasper. We have two Junior suites and some spa treatments booked. Joni Brown informed us that Andy's (sp?) is the place to eat in Jasper. It sounds wonderful. We have reservations, but we will see how Bev feels. If it is too much, we will stay put, drink wine, and order in. Rough eh? I'll take many photos and cherish this weekend with the gals. More to come . . .

Vancouver - day 3

2008-10-10T15:34:00.000-07:00

Last night we had a fantastic salmon dinner at Dick and Loretta's! Loretta's sister Judy was there as well. Great conversations and lots of laughs . . .

This morning we started at BCCA at 8:45 am.
Here is Chrissy and Bev waiting with me in Pod one, room E.

Having fun in room E

Jackin' around with Bev

Bev and I with Karen Gelmon

We met with Karen. She checked me out first. I had the usual physical check over and then the discussion followed. I will go home and have my other ovary taken out. She explained the reasons for not needing to take the uterus as well. Having my ovaries gone will bring on menopause and dry up the annoying endometriosis. Also, having the uterus intact is believed to maintain sexual pleasure. Interesting . . . We had a few laughs around that issue.
She looked at my arm and mole and set me up with a dermatologist oncologist. Also, I had a follow up meeting with the radiologist, Peter Lim. Finally she completed my paperwork and then followed up with Bev.

Karen will see Bev again in November. The the effects of the radiation will be known then and another course of chemo will be discussed. Karen wanted to allevaite Bev's nausea and hear about Bev's comfort level - or lack of it. She set up an appt. with the urologist (end of Oct) and gave her another prescription.

The we went down to radiation. After that I met with the radiologist and then we had to wait to see the dermatologist. He prescribed some cream for my itchy arm and the mole on my back - age spot. NO CONCERN from Dr. Ho whatsoever! yee haw

Bev getting positioned

Bev on the monitor

We did a little shopping and now we are finally back to nap in the sun (3:30). This is a long day of appointments and repeating ones story. :(

Time to nap . . .

Vancouver - day 2

2008-10-09T16:35:00.000-07:00

Great day!!! I slept in and did NOT have make breakfast, lunch, and drive Jordyn to school. I slept in !!!! I had breaky and talked to Norm. He so lovingly faxed over a sheet I had forgotten at home for Karen to fill out. Then ran the sea wall again. It was so lovely. After hearing it had snowed in PG this morning, I savored every step.

Chrissy, Bev, and I did some antique perusing. We also had our Thanksgiving celebration with a turkey and basil panini at a wonderful little bakery, and then it was time for medical appointments.

We went up to Sheina's office and had a little chin wag with missy Andrea (cutie receptionist) before Sheina arrived. Andrea entered the CIBC Run for the Cure in Vancouver and raised $400 all by her little self! Fantastic! Then Sheina popped in. The bottom line is that I can have my follow up surgery whenever I would like. I will have lipo, breast lift, nipple reconstruction, and dog ear removal. This will take approximately two hours and is day surgery.

I will wait until the hysterectomy is booked at home and then book this surgery around that date. I may wait until Spring Break or the summer. Apparently 5 days of Madonna cups over the nipples are needed to enhance healing and prevent weight bearing damage. This would not look cool in front of a class of teenagers. :) Also, after lipo suction, one has to wear biker shorts (or the equivalent) for 24 hrs/day for an extended period of time. Interesting . . .
Miss Sheina - cute as ever. Getting married in November!

Then we went to Bev's radiation. I got to go in the room and watch Keri prepare the bed and machine for Bev. Then I manned the techy station while Bev was sealed in the room. I found "the" button to talk in to the room and bother my friend as she was being zapped. It was fun. The techies had a sense of humour and allowed me the run of the station. Bev at her radiation station

Bev and techy Keri

Radiation room

The radiation spot

Radiation markers
Me jackin' around at the station (Bev's on the monitors)

Now we are back at the condo having a little vino and awaiting dinner. Tonight we are heading to Dick and Loretta's for a fab meal. For those of you who know Loretta and Dick - you will be jealous. It is like having a meal at my mom and dad's. NEVER a disappointment. YUM!

We'll do a photo opp there and I'll post the feast later :)

Vancouver - day 1

2008-10-08T17:37:00.000-07:00

Okay,
So I flew in to the big city and Chrissy was waiting with a big smile as per usual. :)
We came back to the condo to see Bev. She had two zaps of radiation yesterday, and so she was barfy last night and still feeling crappy today :(

When I went to the gyny, Bev went for another radiation zap. She came back and Chrissy, Bev, and I went into my appt. A cute little intern from Prince George came in and took the appointment. It was nice to see a fellow Prince Georgian :) She took the info and then went out and spoke to the gyny. They both came back in and we made a plan.

Because I don't have ovarian cancer, the likelihood of me getting in to have a hysterectomy in Vancouver is remote. They are booking high grade cancers 4 - 6 weeks from now. So . . . they will cc Dr. Galliford in PG and I will book in when I get home. The gyny also said that since my discomfort is mainly from endometriosis, perhaps I could only have my ovary out and I will be able to return to work earlier :) that leave my uterus intact. Hmmmmm . . . what implications are left from this move? I'll ask Karen Friday . . .

ps I would add pictures, but my card was in my computer. Not tomorrow though!

Dan Rogers for Mayor!

2008-10-07T18:29:00.001-07:00

Dan Rogers came out and ran for the cure! It was nice to have such a busy guy come out and join us in the cause. He forwarded these photos of the day. There are more to come, but I wanted to add these for today. Don't forget to vote Rogers in November folks! A new, young, and sober mayor . . . what a novelty! :) oops, was that out loud?
I am now attempting to pack for Vancouver. I leave tomorrow morning, and I am still running around like a fart in a mitt. I have 3 appointments over 3 days. I will bring the camera and keep you posted as I visit the various physicians. THEN Bev and I get to drive back together. We'll pull a little Thelma and Louise and arrive in time for a Sunday Thanksgiving bird. gobble gobble

CIBC Run for the Cure!

2008-10-06T10:53:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was the CIBC Run for the Cure. Some family members and many friends came out for the run/walk. It was a surprisingly emotional morning for me. As I stood and listened to the speeches, I was brought right back to the day I was diagnosed; the panic, worry, and fear that one feels in an instant flooded my senses. I then flashed through my operations and treatment. Cherie and Becky just wrapped their little arms with mine and I just cried and remembered. I cried thinking of what I have gone through, what is still coming, and I cried for the many more that will have to face this same challenge. One in eight women will get breast cancer. That is a ridiculous statistic. It is time for a cure!

Help Jaiden

2008-09-23T20:47:00.000-07:00

"Some goals are so worthy, it's glorious even to fail." (Unknown)

I'd like to introduce you to my friend Jaiden Trabant. Jaiden is a local Prince George girl who is cutting off 12 inches of her hair so that it may be used in the manufacturer of new wigs for women with Breast Cancer who have lost their hair during treatment.

Jaiden's goal is to raise $500 by October 5, 2008. If you'd like to help, get in touch with Jaiden and her Mom Susan by calling 250-552-3929 or 250-552-0163. Go Jaiden!!!!

Sorry Folks!

2008-09-01T19:57:00.000-07:00

Okay, I have been slack on the postings lately. I have been fine and doing well. Nothing to report really. Last night Becky had a bunch over to celebrate Brucey's 50th. We had a good time . . .

So now the fun is over, and I am back to being Ethan's horse. He takes me out of the stable every once in awhile to ride the ol' gray mare around the house. He likes my headgear.

STEROID PUFF ANNOYING!

2008-08-20T11:03:00.000-07:00

Okay - so I am still puff -p-diddy! Yuck! The grad photos Rhonda took when we were jackin' around with her grad garb last week make me laugh. Can one stuff anymore steroids in to their body. Good God. I need water, water, and more water to flush out the roids.

A little news on the side . . . Norm and I bought a house yesterday. Yes, we are moving in to town. It is a house close to DP Todd. We get in at the end of September. It is a one owner home that became too large for the widower. It is livable now - but new flooring and a few changes here and there and wow! I am very happy! Seven years with Rhonda, Chris, and now Ethan - man, they'll be asking us not to let the door hit us on the ass on the way out. heehee.

BED BUDDIES

2008-08-13T21:30:00.000-07:00

I was not been feeling too spry today. However, these two rug rats kept me company and made sure that I am fine! Rhonda is now in New York for the gift show with TIT Chrissy, and Chris is in the Simon Fraser Open this weekend - so . . . Mister E is mine :)

Officially Done!

2008-08-12T19:08:00.000-07:00

I am an official CHEMO GRADUATE!!

LAST CHEMO - but still not finished . . .

2008-08-11T17:17:00.000-07:00

Today was a 9:30 am start. Rhonda and Jordyn dropped me of at the front door (errands to run) and up I went to see my peeps. I set up, chatted up fellow chemo'ers and had a seat. A lovely gal I met last week came over and asked further about the DIEP surgery. I really hope she takes that option. It kicks on the TRAM-flap.

Mom and dad arrived and Becky, Rhonda, and Jordyn arrived shortly after. Later, Griffin called and needed a key to his dad's house. That was a nice treat because then Laura, Gemma, and Griffin also got a visit. They waited for me to finish but . . . the PICC really likes me and will not come out.

They drew out 20cm's and there is still another 20+cm's to go. They even called out the PICC queen - Rene, who put it in, and it was still no-go. So at 2:30 we came up with this plan: tomorrow I will warm up my arm, have ONE GLASS OF RED WINE, and report at noon to have the rest removed. Apparently the red wine will open my veins and stopped them spasming. Rene said the veins know we are tampering around and hence the spasms.

THEN I will be a chemo graduate!!

TOO HOT FOR WORDS!

2008-08-06T18:57:00.001-07:00

I have been walking the university hill and staying away from the heat. I fear more hives :)

Other than this, I am doing the odd painting project, looking at houses for a potential buy, and getting healthy. Not much to report . . .

HAPPY REUNION!

2008-08-01T13:52:00.000-07:00

Gerraine Morgan was in town this week! She is a dear friend from high school years. She was Rhonda's grad year, but we all hung out. (great basketball and badminton player). She lives in Atlanta now. She was in town to see her mom and she looked us up - thank heavens. She and her friend, Gloria, and Rhonda and I visited for several hours at BP. It was so nice to reminisce and laugh. We had a good time. TYE-BIZE-LIE!

p.s: I am still a tad steroid and hive puffy, but feeling good. My final chemo is now August 11th. It was moved from Friday, August 8th - to the Monday. :)

HIVES GALORE!

2008-07-28T14:09:00.000-07:00

I have been out of commission for a few days here due to: HIVES! Hives, Hives - everywhere HIVES!!!!I think I got them when I cleaned out the shed last week. My white blood cell count was down and the dust/mold spores created a lovely variety of hives - HEAD TO TOE. Today they are only in my hands and feet. Lovely. I am alive and well though . . scratch, scratch . . .

Wednesday Update

2008-07-23T19:30:00.000-07:00

I am still feeling well. The weather is so great!! The university hill is my run/walk each morning. I love it.

My home sick camper came home today. She and I had dinner in the park tonight where she announced that there is NO WAY that she will ever go back to camp. We'll see. What a kid . . .

SATURDAY - MONDAY chemo recovery

2008-07-21T19:50:00.000-07:00

Chemo recovery? No problem.
Saturday I slept most of the day. Great strategy there. I avoided nausea. Sunday I tried to continue with the same M.O., BUT when I awoke at 3:00pm, I clued in that Jordyn had to be at camp AT 3:00pm!! Yikes! I scrambled around and packed her gear. Mom and dad zipped off to get some more supplies, and then we were off to Camp Morice. 2 hours later, she was at there in time for supper.
One hour later she was calling - home sick - VERY home sick!
Jordyn called again this morning - still wanting to come home. She called her dad when she finally gave up on me. He settled her down and she will be staying there until camp is over on Wednesday :) Oh the heart ache of growing up.
Today I did not take any anti-nausea drugs, and I feel like a million bucks! I ran/walked the university hill. Norm, mom and dad came for supper, and now I am winding down the day.
I think the worst of this round is over . . . already :)

CHEMO FRIDAY

2008-07-18T20:02:00.000-07:00

(t-b) l-r Norm, Bev, Becky, Cherie and moi

Laura and me

Bev and Dad share a squeeze

Bev massages my bristles

Mom, Bev, Becky, and Dad

Round 3 today! Great support yet again. Thank you everyone - the time goes by so quickly with visitors! Rhonda and I arrived and little Ava changed my PICC dressing. Then Cherie, and Bev arrived. Then the drugs arrived and I was on my way. Soon after, Becky arrived with fresh Okanogan cherries. Norm arrived to visits the hens, and then Laura arrived. Towards the end Mom and Dad came by. It was a faster round.

I feel great. My taste buds are still here so Norm, Griffin, and I had a great little chicken meal. We are now about to watch The Bank Job. I am still very spry and very much awake. Funny this chemo stuff!

ROUND THREE!

2008-07-17T16:32:00.000-07:00

Today I went for blood work. Everything is fantastic and I am good to go tomorrow. 8:00 I am on the chemo dance floor! :)

Tuesday Fun!

2008-07-15T20:21:00.000-07:00

If you know Jordyn, you know she was in heaven today. My U of L roommate for the past 2 summers, Erin, blew in to LA today from Calgary to present to our group. She has a new Boxter Porsche and well - guess who fell in love with the convertible? Yes, Jordyn even got to go for a ride!

Tonight was our cohort bbq. The cohort starting and our group leaving attended. We had a bald off photo. Yes , me and the boys! :)

Shade brought his twins, born last year, for us to see meet. CUTE! Little Joshua and Sophia hung out for a bit. Mr. J and I had a lot in common :)

Thanks Shade.

Erin blasted me back to the hotel early. Tomorrow is an early morning and long trip home. I am so glad that I came to LA :)

Lethbridge

2008-07-14T20:26:00.000-07:00

It's great to be back in the windy city! We rolled in Sunday afternoon, and checked in to the hotel. Much to Jordyn's delight, there is a wave pool and waterslides! Yee-haw. The weather was beautiful and so we spent the day in Henderson park at the outdoor pool. The kids had a blast. We had dinner at good ol' BP, but had to cut it short when Mr.E had a spaz attack!

This morning was fantastic! I got to the U and, thanks to my classmate, Darcy, I found my way to the presentations. It was so nice to see the gang!! A few are missing - writing thesis papers, completing projects etc.; but overall, most of the gang are great. As a matter of fact, they are so great that they wore pink today and presented me with flowers and a lovely card after my presentation. That's when I had to cry. You know you have friends when . . .
I am so glad I came back!

ON THE ROAD AGAIN

2008-07-12T21:34:00.000-07:00

Rhonda, Ethan, Jordyn, and I blew out of Dodge around 8:00am. Rhonda was driving as we blasted down the road. We just about made it to McBride when a sneaky copper caught us, well - caught her. Apparently he followed us for 4km before we noticed. We were blasting Ethan's cd too loud. Yikes! He reduced her ticket to half. It could have been a $700 ticket. Oops. If I had been on the ball, I could have played the "C" card and faked the speed for a medical emergency. Too chemo foggy on the uptake there.

Anyhow, we are in lovely Canmore tonight. What a lovely place. It has been spruced up to be a mini Whistler. IT would be a nice place to stay and hike and bike.

When we left, Ethan had a fever. He was a trooper all day and had a good travelling day. 31/2hrs tomorrow. Lethbridge bound!

I'M BAAAAAAAACK!

2008-07-11T11:51:00.000-07:00

Okay - a bit of a blip there in the blogging. Sorry about that folks. I have been busy writing my final Master's paper AND preparing for my presentation. Rhonda, Ethan, and Jordyn will escort me to Lethbridge tomorrow morning to finish this goal. It'll be fun. We'll be back for blood work on Thursday (17th) and the round 3 of chemo at 8:00am Friday (18th). Half way!

I do have two things to report:
#1. My sister, Shelley, shaved my hair down to the wood. It feels so wonderful. No more little hairs poking into my head when I rest. ahhhhhhhhhhhhh.

#2. I would like to introduce you to my alarm clock. Without fail, 7:30am is my booty call. This model is called: the Ethan. He's really cute -but oh, so loud. There is no volume control nor snooze button. grrrr . . . xoxo
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GRRRREAT WEEKEND!

2008-07-07T13:18:00.000-07:00

I felt great this weekend! As a matter of fact, I feel so great that I have made the executive decision to go to Lethbridge to finish my Masters next week. Talk about exciting stuff!
I am finishing my paper this week and then I will present next Monday. Yeehaw!
I know this doesn't sound exciting - but it is to me!

Health wise: the taste buds are still out. Cinnamon is the only flavour I can really pick up. Odd that. My tiny hairs continue to fall out. My head hurts like a sun burn all over. I need to shave my fuzzies off. I did find some sporty-spice bandanas at Michaels today. One for every occassion. :) I am still on the hunt for plain black. Any suggestions?

ps - who ordered the rain?

LOW WHITE BLOOD CELLS

2008-07-04T09:16:00.000-07:00

Okay - I am in the low white blood cell zone. I am recalling this from last time. I was on the couch yesterday quite content. The feeling is like hmmmmm . . . not sluggish - just content to do nothing. Now that sounds like a couch potato day but it's not. Couch potato days have guilt attached -you should be doing something with the kids, exercising, making supper, doing something with or around the house or, or, or. Couch days can also be because you are physically ill ; you just feel plain shitty. There is nothing shitty shitty bang bang about this and there is no guilt. It is a kind of tired feeling, no nausea - and there is no place else in the world to be. I had Wimbledon on and I was working on my final Masters paper. Yippee-skippee! A touch of heaven :)

TUESDAY : WEDNESDAY

2008-07-03T14:08:00.000-07:00

No anti - nausea drugs - no nausea. Go figure. I have been feeling great without any meds. Today I feel a little tired though. White blood cell count is going down (day 7-12).

Jordyn has started swimming lessons. This is not the place for me to be right now, and so Rhonda is taking over the duties for now. It's only 8 lessons. After lessons last night, we had a picnic dinner at FT George Park. Nice weather and good laughs . . . not to mention the food!

MONDAY BBQ

2008-07-01T11:43:00.000-07:00

Becky and Bruce had the motley crew out for a little bbq last night. Becky has gone to Denman Isl to hang out with Chrissy for a week. She wanted a little TIT good-bye gathering . Unfortunately, Bev was not feeling well enough to come out. Bev did get her Italian birthday cake today though :) Happy belated my little friend . . . xoxo

Here's some bbq pics. I was not feeling well. I am off the anti-nausea drugs today and I fell grrrrrrreat!! I have full intentions of a Canada Day walk!

DAY 2 - BLAH

2008-06-30T08:19:00.000-07:00

Little Ethan and I enjoying a few laughs - he's a Gilbert, game for anything!

Sunday was a steroid nausea day. The slight nausea feels like I have hungry pangs. When I eat, I feel better . . . I could pig out all day. I am not getting in to that game. Besides, my taste buds are gone so where's the enjoyment? I am drinking as much water as possible, so that helps.

Monday morning now . . . and I feel like a million bucks compared to yesterday! I think I'll head out for a walk :)

DAY ONE AFTER CHEMO

2008-06-28T21:40:00.000-07:00

Last night I was a tomato steroid face. My cheeks were bright red and my jawline was lost in puffiness. I was one round hot-house tomato head. I didn't feel bad, just hot.

Today I feel nauseated. My tomato face is gone. I worked on my final Masters paper for a few three, four, five hours. I put it away when Ethan got up from his afternoon nap. We went out to play soccer. He was more interested in drinking his juice box than anything else.

Mom and dad came over for supper. Oh yeah - my taste buds are gone. I am sure the meal was lovely. grrrrrr After dinner, Jordyn went to her friend home to have a sleepover. I think I am off to the fart sack early.

We'll wait and see what tomorrow brings . . .

CHEMO ROUND #2

2008-06-27T19:09:00.000-07:00

Chemo Babe Fighting Cancer . . . that was me today folks! I arrived at the clinic just after 9:00 and after getting hooked up and comfy - it was just after noon when the dripping ended. Rhonda, Ethan, Jordyn, and I went to mom and dad's and then shopping. My taste buds are already tingling and so I enjoyed as much of a the dinner flavour as possible. I just finished my second round of anti-nausea drugs for the day. My cheeks are flushed and I am getting a bit tired.

Here are pictures of the folks who came out to chemo today . . . xoxox

Becky and Brigid ; Jordyn with her timbit treats for the crowd

Shelley ; me hooked up to my dripping chemo friend

Lovely Linda and Rhonda . . . and . . .

of course . . .Norm xo

p.s I ordered my chemo t-shirt(s) from Cafepress: this link is found in the cool shopping ideas link on the right!

SOME OF THE BALD OFF CROWD

2008-06-24T19:46:00.001-07:00

LAST HAIRCUT - THE BECKY BUZZZZZZZZ

2008-06-24T19:33:00.001-07:00

NORM AND I DOING THE SKIN HEAD SNARL . . . .

BECKY'S PINK RIBBON(?)

BECKY SHAVING NORM . . .

(the glasses are her signature accessory)

BEST FOOD IN TOWN!

2008-06-24T19:24:00.001-07:00

These appies were served with 2 wines:

red: Desert Hills Mirage

and white: Lakebreeze.

A little something while the hair was buzzed.

Haircut #3: THE PG POODLE LADY

2008-06-24T19:20:00.001-07:00

Hair cut #2 - The Mohawk

2008-06-23T23:27:00.001-07:00

Sarah and mom watch. Sarah blessed us with the two thumbs up!

A few more cuts and the Mohawk was created!

Dan, Norm, and Bruce supervise . . .

Great Evening!

2008-06-23T23:07:00.000-07:00

My hair was falling out at an alarming rate . It was definitely time to get rid of it! At the Grand Bald-off, we had a great time! There are so many pictures that I will do them in phases over the next couple of days.

Linda was ready and primed to go. We had to wait a bit for the Easton and Tuggle crowd to arrive. Christine and Ken were in the peanut gallery, along with Sarah, Shelley, Dan, Jordyn, Griffin, Norm, and dad.

The first haircut was the Hugh Norman (Shoobacka). This cut was dedicated to my cousin, Vivian.

Linda cut for a bit and . . . ta-dah! The Hugh Norman was created!

IT'S TIME . . . THE GRAND BALD OFF

2008-06-23T08:32:00.000-07:00

FRIDAY & SATURDAY

2008-06-21T17:43:00.000-07:00

Friday was a great day! Jordyn went with her class to Vanderhoof for a field trip. Auntie Shelley went as a chaperone. Apparently a great time was had by all. Jordyn was ecstatic when she was the overall winner of a triple scoop icecream cone! Oh yes . . . if a student answered all the questions for the days activities correctly, they received two scoops of icecream. All the double scoop winning papers were then put back in a draw for a third scoop. Icecream, sweet-tooth princess won the scoop and flew across the field to relay her story to auntie. Excitement at its best! However, although this was great - out of everyone - I think auntie Shelley had the best time :) Pictures to follow

Rhonda and Ethan also left in the morning to go and see the special Pesls (peshuls). Those two will be back Wednesday. Thursday is my blood work, PICC change, and physical once over. Friday at 9:00am is chemo. Ding, Ding . . . round 2. Rhonda, my home nurse, won't miss either day. I miss my little morning shadow following me around though. Mister has grown on me and I miss his sporadic hugs and kisses. xoxo

Jordyn is with her dad this weekend. She is usually resistant to go on Fridays and pops in the door Sunday night smiling after having a good time. What a kid. As long as she doesn't have to sit and watch Nascar racing (around and around and around) and she and her dad do something together . . . she's over the moon. Fingers crossed.

I went to my doctor and then over to get prescriptions filled for round 2. Norm and I went shopping and puttered around. Griffin had swimming at 5:3opm and dinner was attempted to be ready for 4:45. Did you know that a watched pot never boils? The angel hair pasta was a tad gummy . . . yuck. Oh well, no one died. Later we watched The Flock (Richard Gere) Creepy deepy - I recommend it.

Saturday . . . Norm and I went to the breakfast club. Yummy. I had one or two or three of every muffin, scone, coffee cake slice in sight. Mom also had philo pastry breakfast wraps. If I had a third hand I would have choked myself. Mom is the best cook ever. Shelley and her man, rotten Ronny were there too. Always good for a laugh.
Since then I have been sleeping. Yes, sleeping. I am bushed. It is now 6:17pm and I have done nothing today. I guess my body needed that. I feel nauseated, hot, and tired. I will be lying low and keeping watch of this. The crown of my head hurts again and more hair is falling out. I just want hair for my Vancouver trip on Tuesday and then it can go . . .

THURSDAY UPDATE

2008-06-19T13:00:00.000-07:00

This morning I flew up the university hill. I wanted to run . . . but I'll have to wait for Sheina's nod next Tuesday. Fingers crossed. I'll behave myself . . .

Later I had my PICC dressing changed at the hospital. The room was full. Many friends and family were sitting with other survivors :) I was sad that the room was full, but it was nice to see numerous people supporting their loved ones.

Next Thursday I'll be having my blood work done and a meeting with a local oncologist before heading into chemo Friday. I have one good week left. I feel great!

WEDNESDAY - still rockin' and rollin'

2008-06-18T14:34:00.000-07:00

Tuesday - June 17th

2008-06-17T08:57:00.000-07:00

Last night, mom, dad, and Shelley took my nephew Mike out for dinner to the Shogun for a farewell dinner. Little Mikey is on his way to Penticton to work. He will work for the summer, while staying with his girlfriend's family. THEN in November, the two love birds are going traveling this big bad world! I am so happy for him!

Monday = DOING WELL!

2008-06-16T19:59:00.000-07:00

SARAH ROCKS!

2008-06-15T09:07:00.000-07:00

Not only is Sarah performing her cartwheel routine at the Ramada on July 19th, she also makes time to be a seamstress. Check out her head gear . . . VERY NICE little friend. Let's get into business . . . These are WAY nicer than anything I have seen. The sites online are older lady chemo head wraps. Nice for older ladies - but we need to funk things up just like this. The side tie . . . chemo head. I like this style MUCH better.

Saturday Lesson - POSTING!

2008-06-14T09:52:00.000-07:00

Okay, today we are going to learn how to post a comment folks! Why is this important? . . . well let me share. When Linda shaves my head, sometime soon, I am going to have a little fun with the process (of course I am). I will have various styles coiffed until the finale' . . . Bald is the New Black look. I am not sure when this happen . . . so stay tuned.

Anyhow - to post:
1. Click below my posting on comments.
2. Enter your comment and sign your name
3. Complete the word verification
4. Choose an Identity: Choose ANONYMOUS
5. Click publish
6. Ta-dah - you are published

As I shave off my hair I will do a few styles: the pink ribbon, the Hugh Norman, the Iroquois, and the PG poodle lady. Are there any other suggestions? Remember - I only have one head of hair to shave out systemically. Let's get creative! You know I'm game.

Friday - Lying Low

2008-06-13T17:50:00.000-07:00

What a sleepy day. The ol' white blood cell count is dipping low and so am I - heehee. No, I feel good - just a little achy here and there. My fingernails are feeling like they have been smacked with a hammer. Interesting these crazy effects.

This morning I went to the hospital and Ava flushed my PICC. It doesn't hurt - just making sure nothing is blocked. Poor Ava will be sick of me soon. She'll be glad I only have 4 sessions. :)

When I came home, my wee shadow followed me around. Mr. Ethan is one busy little mister. He is so funny. He knows just when to hug his aunt and when to sneak in a kiss. He looks at me and smiles as if to say, "Oh Aunt. You'll be just fine. I'm here." I am almost expecting him to tossle my hair and walk away.

Thursday

2008-06-12T19:29:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow my cousin, Candace, has her cancer operation @ VGH. She has cervical cancer; it is still undetermined if she has lymph node involvement. If the frozen section determines this, she will have radiation. However, if there is not, she will have a radical hysterectomy. You are in my thoughts and prayers little cousin. xoxo Stay strong . . . you'll be fine.

Today I just developed what feels like a head cold - headache, sniffles, sore ears. I will watch who gets booted off of So You Think You Can Dance and then hit the hay.

Wednesday Check In!

2008-06-11T22:10:00.000-07:00

GREAT day today. I felt close to my old self. I had to get my PICC dressing changed today - but other than that . . . it was a good day in the sun. After school, Jordyn and I went to Winners to browse for some scarves. Well, no scarves, but Jordyn came away with a new summer wardrobe . . . AND, yes Joni, it all matches! Jordyn picked it on her own. :)

TUESDAY BLAH

2008-06-10T11:04:00.000-07:00

Okay, the chemo has officially hit. I dropped Jordyn off at school and attempted to head to mom and dad's for my daily massage. Blah - nausea, nausea, nausea. I made it home and just rested.

Also, my scalp is hurting. The hair needs to go soon. It feel as if I have a bad sunburn on my scalp. After a few winks, I opened my eyes, and there was Norm :) He stayed for a bit and then I decided perhaps lunch would help my cause. So far so good . . . I fell asleep until 4:00 pm.

Yes I watched Opera and yes, I already have Crazy Sexy Cancer Tips. It was my first book I bought and devoured pre-surgery.

The above resource has been fantastic! Every night after homework, Jordyn and I do a couple of activities. She invites different family members to join as she feels are needed. Tonight Norm got the nod. It has brought about good discussion. We chat all the time - but this just adds a different dimension. Very insightful!

Monday notes

2008-06-09T21:26:00.000-07:00

People have asked for a photo of the best parents in the world . . . so here you go folks! My mother and father . . . Mary Jo and Hugh Norman :)

Here's my PICC in my luscious right arm :) The blue valve is the gadget that the chemo drugs are fed into. It looks like it may be cumbersome, however, compared to the other healing going on, this is nothing.

Last note, Dr. Macadams emailed tonight and passed on a fantastic site:
www.inspirehealth.ca/
This site is for total well being of the cancer patient. Surgery and treatment are crucial to survival; however, they are not successful without notice to the finer details. The whole patient: mind, body, and spirit need attention. Eating, exercise, support groups, consults etc are where cancer recurrence is held at bay. This site really excites me, especially for growing such a centre when we get our Cancer Centre here in PG!

Sunday Update

2008-06-08T15:40:00.000-07:00

1st response: red cheeks ; 2nd response: metal mouth

Everyone responds differently. It is so true. I woke up Saturday waiting for the chemo monster to have washed over me. Nothing. I had red flushed cheeks after taking some anti-nausea drugs and that was it. I had a wee bit of a nap in the afternoon, but yesterday was a good day -really. This morning I had a regular breakfast, no red cheeks, and I was feeling good. Norm and I went for a walk in Ft. George Park. It was lovely to get some fresh air.

When we came home, Rhonda was whirling around getting mom's birthday gig together. Today she is 29 all over again! xoxo We just had tea and cake. Mom wants to celebrate when I am feeling better. Anyhow, the metal mouth taste arrived around 2:00pm. It just tastes like you just had one to many cigarettes on a good bender. (so I've heard).

Other that this . . .

My sister Rhonda - my nurse - rips around and ensures my heating pad is ready and I have had all of the drugs as mandated! This nurse doesn't miss a beat!

Happy Birthday Mom . . .

Friday Chemo

2008-06-06T17:18:00.000-07:00

One down and three more to go!

I was phoned to arrive at 11:00 to get the PICC (peripheral intravenous central catheter) inserted. Quite the nifty procedure. Rhonda was working the camera and getting the details captured on film :) The nurse was personality plus missy Renee. She was a hoot and extremely good at what she does!

Renee took her time, explained every step, and the results were fabulous!

Here Renee is working her magic!

After Renee was finished, I was sent for an x-ray to ensure the catheter was placed in the right spot and at the right tempering. I then ate a bite of lunch -egg salad sandwiches were on the menu. Those of you who know me, know that I would marry the egg salad sangy if I could. I was in heaven!

Then it was time to plug in . . . here is Ava getting the goods ready with Della.

Then the Ativan kicked in. ("How do quit you ativan"?) Bad move. Rhonda and Norm went to plug their meters at the same time (2:00'ish) and when they returned, I was out - until 4:00pm. I missed all the visiting. Shelley came by and so did mom. I could only hear the mockery as I was waking. :)

We went to pick up Jordyn and Ethan. Jordyn was lucky enough to spend the day with her best friend Isabel and their family. She came home with a nifty rhinestone studded ball cap. Very hip. Thank you Allison . . . and thank for sending the lovley note cards. Very thoughtful and very appreciated.

So now -here I am. I really don't feel anything except a little hungry. Ideally I am to take my next dose of anti-nausea drugs at around 8:00pm. So far, so good. (knock on wood)

Overall, the gals working today made this a 10/10 experience. Dr. Gelmon and Bev have raved about our chemo ward , and so I was pleased to experience what they mean. BTW, Bev called the chemo ward from Denman Island to send her love. Ahhhhh that little Bevvy! She brought tears to my little eyes. xo

CHEMO IS ON TODAY!

2008-06-06T09:29:00.001-07:00

THE PG CHEMO EXPERT TEACHERS!

(l) Della and Ava (r)

backrow - me :)

Okay gang . . . Della just called and I will be having the PIC inserted at 11:30am. I need to go in at 11:00 to have my arm warmed up and away I go . . .

CHEMO SCHOOL IN PG

2008-06-05T09:23:00.000-07:00

Chemo teach in PG - just enjoying an info video

Today @ 2:00 pm Rhonda and I head to PG chemo school. It is mostly to make sure that I have the right drugs and that I am taking them when needed. The anti-nausea drug started this morning. I remembered to take it from my last chemo teach in Vancouver and mentioned this the other day when I returned to the cancer ward to book my teaching session. The pharmacist came out and did a full run through and was delighted that I had remembered that. Whew . . .

I'll complete this entry tonight when I have completed the chitty-chat with the chemo teacher.

Okay - back from the teach. Two excellent little nurses, Della and Ava, had a great session with Rhonda and I. However, we still may have a delay folks. Because of the lymph node involvement on my left side and the achy nerve sensation that throbs from armpit to wrist just about every night in both arms- the chemo will not be put into my arm veins. This is to prevent lymphedema. Instead, they would like to insert a PIC (peripheral intravenous catheter). This will run from arm to chest. Drugs will be intertered through this port. The nurse who is trained in inserting these pics will be asked to do this in the morning. If she cannot, I will have another free weekend! Monday will be the day.